Tired of fighting this weight thing. Today I ate in a healthy way, but i am not looking at myself in a healthy way. I keep thinking I will be more of a “real person”when i lose weight. As if I need a number on a scale to be worthy. Bull#### I say – right now, right here. So what. I know where this comes from, but it is mine now to heal. So what. I have a wonderful husband, three beautiful children and I am living a good life. I am ready to enjoy it. I am ready to be free.
Free means that I am free of this weight – free of it mentally and physically. It will take a while physically, but mentally – can happen now if i choose. I choose. I choose I choose.
I am living right now. I am going to wear my hair in a pretty way. I am going to enjoy my life, I am going to live loudly and follow my bliss. I choose.